This is not a book about addiction. It’s a book about hunger.
About the quiet, relentless feeling that something is missing — and the lifelong search to fill it.
In Addiction My Love, Eduardo Emris takes you through a deeply personal journey of trauma, identity, desire, and survival — not to explain addiction, but to reframe it.
What if addiction was never the problem? What if it was the most intelligent response of a system trying to come home?
Through raw storytelling, unforgettable characters like The Addiction Mother and her “fairies,” and the birth of the Tappilini method, this book maps the hidden logic behind everything we reach for — from substances to love, from distraction to connection.
This is not a guide. This is a mirror.
Inside, you’ll discover:
Why addiction is actually homesickness in disguise
The hidden architecture of the mind (90°, 180°, 360°, 369°)
The emotional root behind every craving
A new way to understand desire, shame, and identity
The path back to regulation, clarity, and self-connection
This book doesn’t ask you to fix yourself. It shows you something far more radical:
You were never broken.
And the hunger that shaped your life… was always pointing you home.
